i got my brain mri back. nothing big going on. i do have xrays of my brain which seems odd to me. humans are not supposed to know what their brains look like. it is perverse.
my doc said he thought i had the beginning stages of MS. More tests ensue.
things i have been thinking about:
i wish i were a crow so i could know the wind and only fear the sea.
masturbation as distraction.
mammal loneliness.
i will die today at any given moment.
my dick for pleasure or for business.
the robot who does not want to rust and decay is not a robot at all.
the emptiness will never die.
i abhor your entrance and lament your departure.
low
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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good thoughts. i hope you are well
I once had exploratory surgery on my womb because I was in chronic pain and tehy found this long strip of scar tissue that had been dispelled from my fallopian tube and was lodged, knife like, into my womb. My surgeon showed me a picture he took during the surgery, of the scar tissue lodged in me. It's forever imprinted in my brain. Blood and guts man. Were viscous. I hate to think about it.
Humans are not supposed to know how their brain functions, that is even worst.
-Masturbation is great, nobody bothers you, it is good for mental health
-not all mammals feel loneliness
-I wanna die today too
-I would be such a bad prostitue that noone will pay me.. I will starve to death.
-I am a robot.
-"the emptiness will never die.
i abhor your entrance and lament your departure.
low ": EXCELENT ENDING
but if you abhor your entrance why aren't you happy about dying?I would?
blake,
i want to suckle on your nerve endings.
pr,
yes little blood sucks swirling in vast space.
mariana,
i fear both death and life. i fear my mind.
Two things. Well three if you count me typing my feelings of happiness to see your words again but here are the two.
1. "the robot who does not want to rust and decay is not a robot at all" needs to be spray painted on walls. Life must be granted to this phrase.
2. I have pictures the deep insides of my dick. When the doctor handed them to me I felt uncomfortable. I had just crossed into a part of knowing about yourself that is not nice to have. For a moment I was mad at technology for getting this picture. I'm sure the brain x-ray is similar.
matt,
if they have a make believe, you will be king of all sluts.
i hope they do and jesus will be there rolling your joints. you are too nice.
i just combed my dog for a long time and i put all the stray hair into a ziplock bag for some reason.
Pulling for you, Jereme, and hoping it ain't MS. I am not watching Bachelor re-runs until I hear definitively.
david,
hahaha okay sounds like a deal.
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