cancer of the soul but you would never know

***UPDATE***

today on the commute home I came to a conclusion to start taking myself seriously as a writer.

from now on i will be writing under the pen name "TITTY SCOUNDREL".

consider this your only notice.

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today is tuesday i think or wednesday? i don't know. it matters because i have a brain mri on thursday. maybe science can tell me where the good thoughts went.

i think my sarcasm and sense of humor is lost in translation frequently.

the profile picture of me holding the "poetry" sign is very sarcastic.

i also own a tshirt with the words "chick magnet" on it.

I am thinking of having my headstone read "Jereme 'Poon Pounder' Dean - In Loving Memory"

Gena Mohwish harassed me ++++5 to "collaborate" with her. I always gave her my stock answer: I don't collaborate.

Then she pointed out I broke my rule twice: once with HTMLGIANT and the other with PIFFLE.

Collaborating always ends the same. I eventually stop holding back and alienate every one with my personality. it's what i do.

i push people away so I can judge the fakes from the genuine.

Anyways I am collaborating over here November Echo.

We are writing about childhood secrets. It is meant to be honest and fun.

I wonder if I can smoke a cigar while getting an MRI. Need to check on that.

bye.